Dear Ninel,
Thank you for sharing what you feel so openly. It is clear that you are working very hard, but please remember that true strength is not about looking perfect, it is about continuing with what you believe in, even when you have doubts. Feeling overwhelmed does not mean you are weak, it shows what a big heart you have and how much you care about your life and your goals. You are already enough because of what you are, not just because of what you achieve. Please be kind and gentle with yourself.
What makes you feel like you're not enough?
Don't you think you're being too hard on yourself?
You're doing great, aren't you?
You don't have to go through this alone, do you?
Do you think it's possible to find peace with yourself and your abilities?